I am trying to keep myself from being held back. I used to question why my parents couldn't figure out how to simply push the record button on the VCR. Now I am seeing myself resisting the changes in todays technology and the more I resist the more I have to eat crow from my childhood. So I simply bite the bullet and plunge into the fire of todays world and say, so I don't have a clue what I am doing but take me on world. I am pushing the record button, it may feel wrong but in my eyes it is so right because I am trying to push forward. That is how this blogg is for me. I want to be a part of my families life that keeps joining into the fire and they don't get burnt so neither will I.
I read this back and I sound so dramatic. I guess that is what you all are used to listening to from my mouth. Now I get to hear myself on paper. Sweet.
